I can't look at you, anymore.
There's too many memories,
passed between us,
when our eyes meet.

There`s that occasional night
where you just break down & cry,
cause you know that no matter what ;
things will never be the same.

when you lose a part of yourself to somebody you know,
it takes a lot to let go

Don`t fall into the trap of pretending
everything`s fine when you know that it`s not

I REALLY think THERES A reason that I like HIM so much,LIKE SOMETHING IS TELLING ME NOT TO LET HIM GO..everytime I FOLLOW my heart it leads ME TO HIM. I mean WHAT other explanation is there? WHY is it THAT he is all I can think about? Why is it THAT NO matter HOW upset I am I see him and I CANT HELP BUT SMILE? Why is it THAT when he smiles at me I FEEL that FEELING in my stomach? And even WHEN HE'D broken MY HEART and HURT me as much as anyone COULD EVER HURT ME..when he LIED to me and I hated him..why THEN did I still FEEL THOSE same FEELINGS? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you WHY I let him HURT ME SO MUCH